Back in square 1, beginning from the beginning. I have fallen once again.
I tried running too soon, when I couldn’t yet walk properly.
This time I swear I will do it right and I will not fall down. I have learned from my mistakes.
Will another time come when I get out of this mess and I fall down again?
I am feeling worn out already, please don’t let this continue, or maybe I am enjoying this cycle.
I will live more easily from now onwards!