There is so much confusion going on, I have no idea what is going on.
Everything is spinning / nothing is making any sense to me, I’m having constant flashbacks and de ja vus.
I’m scared. I don’t know what will happen to me next, I can feel death breathing down my neck.
The unknown is haunting me.
I have screamed into my pillow to get rid of some of the terror. I’m beginning to do so almost every single day nowadays.
Death will come to me eventually, I hope it will be beautiful for all, especially for the people that I love.